I see. [ ... if circumstances were more -- normal, that a witch wouldn't be using their magic with regularity would be a tragedy to viren. as such, he won't press. ] Then it sounds as if it could be to both our benefit.
I have the potions. When and where would be most convenient for you to meet?
DiplomaTea works just as well. See you soon, then.
[ because viren, in all likelihood, is probably already present - it's not too crowded, with enough space that they can have an isolated table off by themselves. while he waits, he does take it upon himself to prepare some (gasp) tea, of the calming variety.
when myr arrives, he'll be sitting neatly at said table, potions and tea and all delicately set out, some odiously academic book in his hand to read while he waited. ]
[And Myr is along quite soon indeed--if he'd been any earlier, Viren might not've had time to set the tea out.
The usual click of hooves and staff on the wooden floor heralds his arrival as he stops carefully shy of the table (and sadly just out of reach of the empty chair).
There might be the littlest bit of nervousness in his manner as he wraps both hands around his staff and clears his throat.]
[ peering upward at the familiar gait and click of hooves, viren allows myr a tentative smile in turn, even if it goes unseen. ]
Afternoon. Have a seat.
[ viren reaches over to give the empty chair a small nudge, settles back again. but, that's right: any earlier, and he probably wouldn't have had time. with this particular setup, someone had to have hustled for this: ]
There's cream and honey, too, if you care for it. [ mm. ] But I suppose, unless you'd like, it's best not to waste time on chitchat.
[ he can at least allow myr to sit, though, before trying to cram a potion into myr's personal space. he will resist. ]
[Hearing the scrape of the chair, Myr moves toward it with a murmur of thanks, finds the back, and pulls it out to seat himself. His ears lift at the mention of cream and honey (ever and always a Faun who listens to stomach as well as heart)--and his smile widens into a real grin at Viren's comment.]
If I'd like, [he echoes.] Of course I'd like, else I'd not have proposed a Bond all without preamble like that. [Yes, these are linked in his pretty little antlered head; bear with him.]
But it can certainly wait until after, [and with that he holds out his hand for the potion; no cramming required!! until after]
[ myr receives a bit of a dry look at that echo, though it's not without some amusement -- difficult as that might be to ascertain. and so, viren crams it in. then he picks up his own bottle, uncorks it. even if the set of potions may be based on utility, the ones he apparently owns in bulk are of the intricately-decorated type. myr can likely feel the flowery patterning engraved within its surface. ]
Hm.
[ he taps a claw against its glass. and, an inquiry without too much thought yet behind it, ]
[He rolls the bottle between his fingers to feel the patterning, curious as ever. It...says something, doesn't it, about Viren--the kind of choices the man makes even in purchasing items as ubiquitous to the Mirrorbound experience as Bonding potions.
It's certainly a something Myr likes. He pops the cork on his own potion.]
Affection? Friendship? [...oh no, oh wait, this is a horrible idea but it's one of those he can't keep from sharing because it's funny,] The blind Faun and his Witch finally pledging troth and Bond at last?
[ here viren had anticipated something as dull as "a good rest of their week." "to finding witchbonds." "to a tolerable full moon." ]
[ he shouldn't have. those are all much too uncreative -- for the both of them, frankly. there's a slight shuffling in his seat, caught as he is by those suggestions. ]
I .. won't be 'cheersing' to ... all of that.
[ it's an obligatory denial from viren, come on. it might even be a downright lie. there's a sigh so deep it's smoky. hoping his show of reluctance to be satisfactory (tough crowd, not even a peep of laughter!), viren raises the potion directly near to myr's, so that they might tap the bottles together. ]
[Not a laugh, and Myr's ears do drop a little that the joke fell flat... But it also wasn't a total repudiation and with Viren, that's something. The Faun takes a breath--fur fluffing a little at the scent of smoke!--and rallies after a moment.]
Too far, huh? [It's said teasingly, though, as much a jape at himself as his companion.] Cheers, Viren.
[If the expected bottle-clink is off-angle and nearly missed, well, he still manages it and that's what counts. He knocks his potion back hard after, setting the bottle down on the table once he's done with due gentleness for its decorative delicacy.
And says, as the Bond begins to take hold,] You might have to start calling me Myr, now.
[ viren mirrors this: he drains the potion of its contents, slips it back to the table. ]
Myr. [ he repeats, like he's trying it out. there's no protest to be had; although titles are easily discarded here, viren can appreciate the use of first names -- or perhaps the shortened versions of names, as here -- as a sign of closeness. ] I would like that, then.
[ maybe, one of the immediate things myr can note, due to the bond beginning to take hold and that the depth of it is yet to be fully explored, is viren's contentedness -- he may be on edge this month, in particular, but he won't deny that he's happy in this moment (even if embarrassed). ]
[ and a pause, because it's warranted, ]
Thank you. [ it's posed as an offhanded remark, as he pours himself tea from the heated kettle. he does the same for myr, then to set the kettle back against its plate. ] For bonding with me during this time.
[It's a happiness echoed and reinforced by relief and undeniable affection. As if Myr had been shy at all about caring for Viren--though perhaps by the Faun's own standards, he has, in not wanting to impose.
His ears lift once more, his smile brighter to hear his nickname echoed back to him.]
You're more than welcome, [he replies, reaching carefully to find his teacup with outstretched fingers. Ah, there it is.] I do worry for you, and, [here his smile widens,] I realize I'd meant what I'd said about offering you a Bond, back in Guardian. [Wait, that's not the month's name here.] --Feoveuer.
[ that takes viren aback to hear confirmed, soon to peer intently at myr like he's a puzzle that he's missing a piece for. and myr may sense it, too -- how peculiar, how novel, that he should desire that even after of sharing of that memory. viren hadn't been so bold as to hope for something as special as that.
so there's a careful quiet, his hand wrapping tightly about his tea cup, relishing the heat it emanates. he'd had the fleeting thought of reaching to hold myr's hand, too, but doesn't act on it. ]
[ he wants to address that offer, of course. but for now: ]
I'm all right. [ he answers, eventually. it's an inquiry that has him think of crymaria -- as much he'd looked down on her, loathed how openly she showed weakness, he would miss her company. his next words are a bit sharp to the ears, ] In a place like this, with how often people come and go without warning, it's just something we must bear, and then move on from again.
[It is a testament of Myr's enduring--some might say blind--affection for those he thinks of as his own, that what he'd witnessed in others' memories had not turned him aside from them.
Given him pause, maybe; given him reason to reflect on how he related to the friends he's made here in Geardagas, and the Maker's (presumed) reasons for letting him be pulled through a mirror.
But it had not driven him away to have a real, visceral example of where Viren's pragmatism could--had--led him. Nor to know how his friend craved understanding for what those acts, if not respect and approval. The former's at least something Myr's used to extending--so used, in fact, that he can't at first place why his statement should provoke puzzlement through their fledgling Bond.
His eyebrows knit together with the force of displaced emotion; he takes a sip of his tea to buy space to sort it out as Viren answers his question.]
Mmm. [He sets his cup down once more, ears flicking. Without something to hold on to, he seems briefly at a loss of what to do with his own hands before settling on folding them before him. hold your bonded's hand shivana you coward] That's so; but death's likewise inevitable and we don't expect folk not to grieve even a little bit.
[Though there were always reasons to keep stoic about a loss, even so--] But I am glad to hear you well.
What's got you so puzzled, though? [Forgive him, Viren; his other Bonds have trained him to be Like This.]
[ ah - that is horrifying. viren feels a small jolt of unease at the forwardness of the question, particularly with how quickly he'd forgotten that myrobalan should be privy to those emotions. caught as he is, his response isn't as nearly as eloquent as he'd prefer (though, anything more might be transparent as a lie), ]
I just.. don't understand, I suppose.
[ beyond the sheer lack of practicality (but thankfully, they had both done well in long ago pointing out why this temporary bond should be of benefit) he otherwise associates with monster-monster bonds - well. ]
Losing your companionship with showing you that memory - I risked doing so, and almost thought I had.
[ he allows his eyes to close, and with an exhale, ]
I know. Perhaps I'll get it, in time. [ especially, what with these potions - ]
[The mention of that memory sends a shiver down Myr's spine and a ripple of anxious fear through the Bond--not for what had been revealed in Viren's memory, but for the awful way the night had ended. Two months hasn't been nearly enough time to forget it.
But what he cannot forget, he can ignore with a lifetime's habit of repression; he takes a steadying breath and tucks the fear safely away. There's something far more worthy--and interesting--to focus on at-hand than his own shortcomings.
Though finding words to explain himself--explain how his distress at learning more of Viren's past had, strangely, been swallowed up by worse horrors and diminished thereby... --No. No, he can't go into that, nor is it even the most important of reasons he'd stuck by the Dragon, even though it's all wound around the things that eat at him the most. Another breath, and he unclasps his hands, thinking to reach for his tea before following some impulse to offer an upturned palm to Viren instead.
Courage, Shivana. Stop fidgeting and say it.]
And I'll not lie and say I wasn't worried that I'd lost you, or-- [A moment's hesitation in the Bond, a hedging, as Myr steels himself.] The vision of you I'd had in mind. It did hurt, to see that--to understand what you'd taken upon yourself.
[Breath.] What you'd do, for king and people.
[That loyalty is something the Faun admires and respects; so much would be obvious from the look on his face, let alone the Bond.] But I--you--
[Hff.] --We don't agree on everything. Maybe not many things, some of them very important. But I care for you no less, for all that. I want the best for you.
[Even if, Myr suspects, that means dragging Viren out of some strongly held positions.
...but he's not going to ruin an awkwardly touching moment by saying that.]
[ there is some warmth and further relief to be had, following the faun's words. despite himself, he knows that he craves that caring — and then he's resolved himself that he would either have to convince myr of his correctness, or discard that as inconsequential. it's the final sentence that ties things together; his reaction to it elicits something cold and stony rippling through the bond, like a rock tossed into placid waters. ]
What's best for me wouldn't be the aim.
[ myr, more than likely, knows that viren believes this.
but his tone isn't as cold as one might anticipate, even if it does come with all the forcefulness he would use when trying to be convincing. harrow could be foolishly hardheaded. myr is stubborn (but so ridiculously soft, too, like harrow), he thinks. ]
[ that — would be a challenge, he would agree; trying, in more ways than one, and it's only a temporary bond. he can appreciate that. he leans back in his seat, suppressing another sigh, and pulling his cup back along with him as he does so. he taps his claws against its rim. ]
So, ah, our -- sentimentality, aside [ he'd struggled with the word there, like he is a tiny bit embarrassed to continue to verbally admit to holding emotions for a person (elf). ], I would think this to be a productive month.
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I have the potions. When and where would be most convenient for you to meet?
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[Which might serve as a check on any Faunish instincts, this close to the full moons. ...Maybe.]
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[ because viren, in all likelihood, is probably already present - it's not too crowded, with enough space that they can have an isolated table off by themselves. while he waits, he does take it upon himself to prepare some (gasp) tea, of the calming variety.
when myr arrives, he'll be sitting neatly at said table, potions and tea and all delicately set out, some odiously academic book in his hand to read while he waited. ]
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The usual click of hooves and staff on the wooden floor heralds his arrival as he stops carefully shy of the table (and sadly just out of reach of the empty chair).
There might be the littlest bit of nervousness in his manner as he wraps both hands around his staff and clears his throat.]
Good afternoon. [A beat.] The tea smells lovely.
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Afternoon. Have a seat.
[ viren reaches over to give the empty chair a small nudge, settles back again. but, that's right: any earlier, and he probably wouldn't have had time. with this particular setup, someone had to have hustled for this: ]
There's cream and honey, too, if you care for it. [ mm. ] But I suppose, unless you'd like, it's best not to waste time on chitchat.
[ he can at least allow myr to sit, though, before trying to cram a potion into myr's personal space. he will resist. ]
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If I'd like, [he echoes.] Of course I'd like, else I'd not have proposed a Bond all without preamble like that. [Yes, these are linked in his pretty little antlered head; bear with him.]
But it can certainly wait until after, [and with that he holds out his hand for the potion; no cramming required!!
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Hm.
[ he taps a claw against its glass. and, an inquiry without too much thought yet behind it, ]
"Cheers," to...?
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It's certainly a something Myr likes. He pops the cork on his own potion.]
Affection? Friendship? [...oh no, oh wait, this is a horrible idea but it's one of those he can't keep from sharing because it's funny,] The blind Faun and his Witch finally pledging troth and Bond at last?
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[ he shouldn't have. those are all much too uncreative -- for the both of them, frankly. there's a slight shuffling in his seat, caught as he is by those suggestions. ]
I .. won't be 'cheersing' to ... all of that.
[ it's an obligatory denial from viren, come on. it might even be a downright lie. there's a sigh so deep it's smoky. hoping his show of reluctance to be satisfactory (tough crowd, not even a peep of laughter!), viren raises the potion directly near to myr's, so that they might tap the bottles together. ]
But. Cheers, then, Myrobalan.
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Too far, huh? [It's said teasingly, though, as much a jape at himself as his companion.] Cheers, Viren.
[If the expected bottle-clink is off-angle and nearly missed, well, he still manages it and that's what counts. He knocks his potion back hard after, setting the bottle down on the table once he's done with due gentleness for its decorative delicacy.
And says, as the Bond begins to take hold,] You might have to start calling me Myr, now.
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Myr. [ he repeats, like he's trying it out. there's no protest to be had; although titles are easily discarded here, viren can appreciate the use of first names -- or perhaps the shortened versions of names, as here -- as a sign of closeness. ] I would like that, then.
[ maybe, one of the immediate things myr can note, due to the bond beginning to take hold and that the depth of it is yet to be fully explored, is viren's contentedness -- he may be on edge this month, in particular, but he won't deny that he's happy in this moment (even if embarrassed). ]
[ and a pause, because it's warranted, ]
Thank you. [ it's posed as an offhanded remark, as he pours himself tea from the heated kettle. he does the same for myr, then to set the kettle back against its plate. ] For bonding with me during this time.
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His ears lift once more, his smile brighter to hear his nickname echoed back to him.]
You're more than welcome, [he replies, reaching carefully to find his teacup with outstretched fingers. Ah, there it is.] I do worry for you, and, [here his smile widens,] I realize I'd meant what I'd said about offering you a Bond, back in Guardian. [Wait, that's not the month's name here.] --Feoveuer.
[Huff.] How are you doing?
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so there's a careful quiet, his hand wrapping tightly about his tea cup, relishing the heat it emanates. he'd had the fleeting thought of reaching to hold myr's hand, too, but doesn't act on it. ]
[ he wants to address that offer, of course. but for now: ]
I'm all right. [ he answers, eventually. it's an inquiry that has him think of crymaria -- as much he'd looked down on her, loathed how openly she showed weakness, he would miss her company. his next words are a bit sharp to the ears, ] In a place like this, with how often people come and go without warning, it's just something we must bear, and then move on from again.
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Given him pause, maybe; given him reason to reflect on how he related to the friends he's made here in Geardagas, and the Maker's (presumed) reasons for letting him be pulled through a mirror.
But it had not driven him away to have a real, visceral example of where Viren's pragmatism could--had--led him. Nor to know how his friend craved understanding for what those acts, if not respect and approval. The former's at least something Myr's used to extending--so used, in fact, that he can't at first place why his statement should provoke puzzlement through their fledgling Bond.
His eyebrows knit together with the force of displaced emotion; he takes a sip of his tea to buy space to sort it out as Viren answers his question.]
Mmm. [He sets his cup down once more, ears flicking. Without something to hold on to, he seems briefly at a loss of what to do with his own hands before settling on folding them before him.
hold your bonded's hand shivana you coward] That's so; but death's likewise inevitable and we don't expect folk not to grieve even a little bit.[Though there were always reasons to keep stoic about a loss, even so--] But I am glad to hear you well.
What's got you so puzzled, though? [Forgive him, Viren; his other Bonds have trained him to be Like This.]
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I just.. don't understand, I suppose.
[ beyond the sheer lack of practicality (but thankfully, they had both done well in long ago pointing out why this temporary bond should be of benefit) he otherwise associates with monster-monster bonds - well. ]
Losing your companionship with showing you that memory - I risked doing so, and almost thought I had.
[ he allows his eyes to close, and with an exhale, ]
I know. Perhaps I'll get it, in time. [ especially, what with these potions - ]
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But what he cannot forget, he can ignore with a lifetime's habit of repression; he takes a steadying breath and tucks the fear safely away. There's something far more worthy--and interesting--to focus on at-hand than his own shortcomings.
Though finding words to explain himself--explain how his distress at learning more of Viren's past had, strangely, been swallowed up by worse horrors and diminished thereby... --No. No, he can't go into that, nor is it even the most important of reasons he'd stuck by the Dragon, even though it's all wound around the things that eat at him the most. Another breath, and he unclasps his hands, thinking to reach for his tea before following some impulse to offer an upturned palm to Viren instead.
Courage, Shivana. Stop fidgeting and say it.]
And I'll not lie and say I wasn't worried that I'd lost you, or-- [A moment's hesitation in the Bond, a hedging, as Myr steels himself.] The vision of you I'd had in mind. It did hurt, to see that--to understand what you'd taken upon yourself.
[Breath.] What you'd do, for king and people.
[That loyalty is something the Faun admires and respects; so much would be obvious from the look on his face, let alone the Bond.] But I--you--
[Hff.] --We don't agree on everything. Maybe not many things, some of them very important. But I care for you no less, for all that. I want the best for you.
[Even if, Myr suspects, that means dragging Viren out of some strongly held positions.
...but he's not going to ruin an awkwardly touching moment by saying that.]
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What's best for me wouldn't be the aim.
[ myr, more than likely, knows that viren believes this.
but his tone isn't as cold as one might anticipate, even if it does come with all the forcefulness he would use when trying to be convincing. harrow could be foolishly hardheaded. myr is stubborn (but so ridiculously soft, too, like harrow), he thinks. ]
[ that — would be a challenge, he would agree; trying, in more ways than one, and it's only a temporary bond. he can appreciate that. he leans back in his seat, suppressing another sigh, and pulling his cup back along with him as he does so. he taps his claws against its rim. ]
So, ah, our -- sentimentality, aside [ he'd struggled with the word there, like he is a tiny bit embarrassed to continue to verbally admit to holding emotions for a person (elf). ], I would think this to be a productive month.